My Life Isn’t Black and White, it’s Grey

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My Life Isn’t Black and White, it’s Grey

The earth is flat but the world is round, and it never been a man on the moon. All life doesn’t come from Africa either, matter fact all life started simultaneously, in different parts of the world, because of the principle of extreme polarity. That means for THIS, there is THAT.

A box will not just have just a front and a back it will have sides, it will have a top and a bottom, an Inside an out. This is extreme polarity.  One thing having many parts to it.

Well this is my life, my life has many parts to it, my reality is very paradoxical.

I’m terrified of human connection because I think the best way to really see something, is from a distance. A connection would mean that we are close, but the closer you are to something, the less you see. But I need closeness though because I am fragile, and I need someone to give up the best parts of themselves to keep me together. I need them to completely thrust their entire being into me. Totally commit to me, while I build a wall around me, that they can’t penetrate.

I need people close, but at the same time, they are trespassing, how dare they.

How dare you make love to me, and touch me after, but at the same time, I need to get to know you on a deeper level. Sex is going to allow me to look deep into your subconscious and I’m going to take your energy, and transmute it. I’m going to use your energy to manifest tangible things. The things I manifest will be over your head, so the energy that I took from you won’t benefit you, because you never even knew you were being used for a ritual.

Some days I’m going to love you though, and I’m going to hate myself for it. I’m going to hate myself for even giving you my attention, cause while I’m giving you my attention I could have been working on my master piece. It’s funny cause when I’m paying attention to you, you actually make me feel great. You make me smile, and your warmth feels amazing, but the more you make me smile, the more you become an enemy, how dare you be kind to me.

Stop trying to love me, but I don’t want to be invisible to you, I want you to see me.

Am I confused, no of course not, my life is just grey.

It is an isn’t at the same time.

I love my only child dearly, but I hate the fact that I brought him here, he deserves better. He deserves to stay where he was, but I brought him into existence. Every time I see him I cry, while I’m smiling, but he is too young to be able to decipher my expression.

I care about this world but then again I don’t!

I’m curious about death but I’m trying to live as long as long as possible.

Sighs

One minute I want to live the life of Martin Luther King, but a few hours later, I want to sniff coke, pop X-pills and have raw sex, I mean this is who I am.

I am a beautiful contradiction, I am

Children are beautiful but some of them should have been aborted

White people are fucking the world up, but damn, I like my new phone.

Black people are the original race on this planet, but damn I hate being around them sometimes.

Gay men make no sense to me what-so-ever, I mean how the hell can a man lay up with another man, but damn I’m jealous of the fact they are always happy.

Why do lesbians look like men, if they aren’t attracted to men, that’s straight confusion I tell ya! Damn though, having a lesbian home girl is very beneficial.

I buy books with my money, and drugs with my money.

I think Dr. Sebi is a great thinker, but fried chicken is bomb as fuck, especially when it’s greasy.

Women’s liberation is important, but I should never lose to a female at anything I do.

 

THE GAME

 

I’m not sure that I’m serious about anything honestly. Everything is half-truth, a paradox.  I care about shit but then I don’t care. None of this shit is really real to me, things are and aren’t at the very same time.

I know that even though I’m breathing, trying to live, I am also dying while I’m trying to live, because I every breath I take puts me closer to death.

My life has never been black and white, it’s always been grey, always

 

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